Sunday, November 15, 2009

From October 30th


So it’s been a long couple of weeks. I am writing this right now from a restaurant outside the Phuket bus station. I had a couple of jobs fall through and I was told at my lunch break during teaching practice today that I had to be in Bangkok by tomorrow (Saturday) morning. Yikes! I was planning on a couple more days at least in Phuket so it was quite the shock. I had to run home, pack and get to getting. Kind of disappointing, I was planning on one last blow out with the crew, but sabai sabai as the Thai’s say. I could only get a second-class ticket, so that should be interesting for my 13-hour bus ride! I have no idea where I’m going or where I’ll be teaching or if I’ll know any one around me or where I’ll live…you get the idea.  It’s a bit nerve racking and I’m def doing the wallow in self-pity thing right now. I’ll get over it I’m sure. I’m trying to trust in the process of my life and believe that everything happens for a reason. My last few days in Phuket have been great. I have faith, that’s what I keep telling myself. Fear and faith. So I don’t know when I’ll get to post this, but I know all of you who are reading it are pulling for me, so I appreciate that. That’s all for now, this is not helping the self-pity thing at all. Love and miss you all, more than you know, I’m sure.  More details to follow, for you and me.
*Love*

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